somebody..help me!

I’m trying hard to write something in this blog.. but I can’t… i just don’t know what to write. A friend of mine told me to just write things that crosses my mind.Anything.. write stuff that I’ve been doing… well, I wish… but I don’t know whats been on my mind lately.. and as interesting as I wanna be, all I’ve been doing this past two weeks is fighting the orcs, the undead, elves and shooting monsters and imps in the likes of warcraft(both roc and ft), far cry and doom3 *sigh.. it does sound depressing. But in a way, it really is a great way to kill time… it’s the summer holiday, and here in southshields there’s nothing summer about it. Its like the tengkujuh in Malaysia. You get 2 days of sunshine and the other 5 it’ll be pouring rain. I wish I had enough money to go on a holiday.. but out of stupidity.. I’ve reached poverty *sigh..(a more depressing sound)..
But anyway..in my quest of fulfilling time, and through the wonders of yahoo msger… a friend gave me all this chics mail just to waste time… and what a waste it was.. I kept coming out with the wrong words at the wrong time if not a word at all…. And end up with the last words of gtg.. which really means.. f*ck off don’t bother me anymore.. somebody..teach me something. Kena berguru dgn petet la… gotta get rid of this big L on my forehead.. *sighhh(a bigger longer depressing sound). That’ll be the first and the last I ever tried messing around with the msger i guess(will it...?hmm).
So whats next..? there’s still thief:deadly shadows that I have to finish.. not to mention C&C:general.. so getting to kunk mode is not an option... hihi.and there’s about 5 assignments in line that need to be handed in by the first week of next term… but that could wait.. muhaahahaha.
Anyway.. I give up. Again, I’m out of stuff to tell or even words to write.. oh.. BTW if you’re a 9600 there’s a bbq reunion at MMU cyber on the 30st of August.. merdeka!(I wish..) just call acai at 0122286962 for more info(i think the no right)... wish i could join in. good luck though. and i got some pictures here at the bottom... seeing as how people will only come in when there's pictures to look.. rather than just words to read(who'd blame them..).... the pics were taken earlier this year during the cold winter and during our easter holiday.. well, enjoy. just click on it to get a better view.

for honour..?

like mache wrote in his latest posting... 'sedih ade hepi ade sumelah ade. then i realized how much i missed koleq... aku nih dilanda bermacam-macam perasaan time tengok gambar tuh.... aku teringat balik zaman aku main ragbi, makan order, lelepak ngan member...' hah.. everybody felt the same i guess, no matter how much they try to deny it. mache wrote those after he went to air's blog, looking at all those pictures in koleq... yup.. nobody wanna live in the past. but when you've bled, sweat and cried so much for something.. it'll always be there. i took this picture from that blog(thanks air!).... have you ever wondered how amazing that was..?



some may say that we're obsessed.. that we should wake up and smell the coffee. life's not about the past, not about your old school.. but f*ck 'em. i'm not obsessed but i'm proud, i'm not asleep.. i'm awake.. i was awaken long ago when i realised that i'm from this place. a place that i'll always wanna be a part of... and if i'm not awake, if i don't do something with my life... i'd never dare call myself a budak koleq. its what drives me. f*ck it.... i'm all out of words. anyway.. there's the chater box at the side.. just chat awayyy. heh.