life's irony.. sucks.

a tribute....

damn.. luper tutup curtain lagik.. by 8 i can feel the bright scorching sun touching my skin..and thats the end of my sleep.. why did i forgot to close the curtain..damnn! start the pc..listen to some mp3s... and hey.. why not open the blog..
anyway.. i was writing down a few notes about the upcoming primary school reunion the other day(yes its that serious...) and found this sketchy article that i wrote after SPM. first idea nak buat website..kire mcm tribute utk all blacks 2000... even got some pictures scaned during that time.. ntah mana hilang ntah gamba tuh... anyway.. here's how i wrote it... mind the mentality and simple english as its coming from somebody who just finished his SPM..

some might say.. great spirits overcomes everything..and action speaks for itself.. and for every single game that i've played last year, each one is an enjoyable one.. in every game..every field.. every single second that i'm with my mates of blacks..i know its gonna be a good,incredible game..no matter the odds..whatever the outcome. heck..vajiravudh and those KSAH boys was 5 times bigger than us in size(over exaggerating)...but we always have confidence..cause we have our own heavyweights.. we have mache and butcher..vaji and pondar.. 3 of them didn't even play during KSAH.. and then there's shoul..muscle streaming through his arms and legs(dulula..huhu)....he can hook and throw with ease.. then there's fidz..gaban and bean.. never taller than the opponent during a lineout, but never loses a ball... even the scrums are hard to break with them as lock. then there's the loose forwards.. our mighty kerbo..baeng.. and myself.(hehe:)) and later on topet came and developed fast... kerbo with his robust..and baeng with his speed..topet with his sadistic and scary gameplay(literally)..man how i love the forwards.. shout a name and they'll be there for you..then there's kadak as scrum half..who knows whether its out to the heavyweights, going for his incredible break.. or out to the lines.. where there'll be petet waiting to do his sometimes magical touch who can make a winning game.. to acai who always know what to do with the ball in the centre of the field...then rudy who kicks ass with his unpredictable dummies and sidesteps.. pass it to our wingers, ash and jimmy or sometimes eddy... fucking fast they are.. and lastly to the invicible imy... our mighty fullback.. our brick wall and our canonball... even the reserves..al,hijjas,raihan, poklare,cowboy,skaters,charles,alang,mimir.... every one of them can play a good game and back the team up when we're hit..
a slight movement, a feint sound, even with closed eyes..and we'd still know what to do with the ball.. we were confident and we trusted each other.even if its the impossible.. we'd still trust 'em.. thats how deep our brotherhood..teamwork is..
early during the year we were coachless..i thought it was gonna be a disastraous year..no coach..few players..disciplinary problems.. but then i was wrong..every one showed great spirit(speret koleq..??heh)..its either we healed as a team..or die as individual..and we healed! a team was born..and later on J.J came as coach and we became stronger.
it was a fucking good team..best team i've played..we'd be in every final a tournament can offer...won some..lose some... but in our heart..my heart.. we'll always be the best.
thank you guys. may all the rucks and mauls that we've felt throughout the years is cherished in every single black's heart..we were champions..in a way of our own.

haha... bkn main semangat lagik... then there was suppose to be pictures put all around the article.. just to make it more nostalgic..and to prove a point.. sort of.. anyway.. nowadays.. though weight 20kg more and run 10sec slower than before.. some of us still play.. in fact petet is handling the mcoba team.. only imy seems to be doing good and looks the same...
went to koleq last 3 weeks and had a friendly with them.. never really met them and i don't dare comment on anything.but from the game we played..i just can say that i wish they had more heart.its good that they have that speret koleq..but without the will to improve yourself so that you won't be a burden to your teammates...there'll always be a loop in the team. btw.. the cheering squad left even before the game stopped(wtf!!@#$%^&*)***sigh..those were the days.
dahla tuh.. tgn dah letey.. lain kali la plak..

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gilaa.. last blog lepas raya..haha.. patut mache marah sgt.. anyway.. few months past(almost a yearr.??..nahh) hmm.. i was gonna write about something just now..hmm.. let me recall.. ooo.. a straight as song.. got that from 9094's blog..


"The Kolej Song is more than enough to invoke pride, to inspire, to motivate collegians for the past few decades to strive for excellence. I don't see why the present boys cannot feel the same pride and the song not to have the same effect on them. Just because no where in the song did mention about "mengikut Amalina dapat 17A1" doesn't mean the song has lost its relevance and therefore the need to reinvent the wheel!

Sing this in your heart fellow budak koleq, if you can't feel even a tinge of pride out of this song, go and hurl yourself into Lubuk Mak Anjing:

(....here's where he posted the college song)

No song can better embodies what Malay College is all about - the pride, the tradition of excellence, the history, the meritocracy in action despite its aristocratic beginning (hence "didikan untuk semua"), the hope of every collegian that one day they will make a contribution to the country and its people, and the promise that we may leave MCKK, but MCKK will never leave us ("tak kulupakan jasa-jasamu"). I bet my entire life saving (which is not much) that the newly composed song can come no where near to this song (kudos to Datuk Salleh & Co. who penned the song - unlike its modern day usurper, this song actually came from college boys!)."

kat budak koleq.. pls have a go at the blog... postings where he discussed about koleq..really..how should i put it.. enflames(if there is such a word..).. it gives me a sense of relief that i was not a part of the so-called modern day new malay college.. though i wish i could do more to give present budak koleq the pride..passion..tradition(always love that 3 words that they came up with..) that we instill.. just have a go at the blog.. pls..

last few weeks been quite hectic.. spent most of my days in cyberjaya.. chasing, searching.. or is it waiting for the perfect sunrise.. only to realise its broad daylight and the sun needs to set first(ape gelak2 riq..??).... then again it was great spending time with the guys.. wasting their rm20 electricity bills.

this coming 3rd sept some friends of mine from primary school(srss2) is holding a reunion.. helping out in anyway i can.. check out www.1995srss2.blogspot.com for full details. kalau berani bacela... huhu.

and now its back home..counting the days,waiting for that one piece of paper telling me to go back to work.... then it'll be another 4 months.. fuhh.....

haha.... got bored... i was reading back what i wrote in this place.. the only stuff worth reading was about the spidey movie.. i guess. anyway. couldn't believe it's been about a month since i last wrote something.. and the one i did before this.. erghh utter crap.. what was i thinking when i wrote that.. not that the ones before that are not as crap.. just that it has some sense in them, rather than the last one i did..

anyway.. to sum it all up.. raya passed.. celebrated it in middlesbrough.. cho had a friend.. and he insist that we follow him.. luckily his friend was a girl.. more like an akak actually..so there was lots of good food... rendang, ketupat, lemang, nasi minyak, soto..etc.. the only thing thats missing was satay..**sigh... anyway.. 3 days after that i went for my orals... there was a great drop of light bestowed upon me as i walk out of the MCA(marine coastguard agency) building that day. alhamdulillah..i'm now a junior engineer. hehe..

oh, the picture is at cho's friend's while the other one was during our own small get together.. just us 20 guys.. yup.. for the sake of raya..

mckk9600.com is going well.. had a few glitches and eddie was busy when it first came online.. now looks as though he's going all out.. oh, along with faqroul, yam, mache..the mods i mean.. and the rest of the guys seems to be helping along the way as well.. looks quite good though now.. check it out.. http://www.mckk9600.com/

now i'm all f*cked up... my flight's maybe on the 10th, so i heard.. the college's helping out with the tickets.. we'll get the confirmation this monday... any date will do for me.. haven't even bought a thing for my family.. mann.. my sister asked for a bag.. wtf..?? not that i don't wanna get her one.. but i'm really bad at this sort of thing.. if she asked for s'thing like.. an mp3 player.. digicam.. besst yet.. a movie.. then i'd know which place to dig.. a bag..??? esp for a 16 year old girl... aww.. is it something like a hello kitty stuff or a more skate sort of bag.. i'm f*ck up beyond all recognition.. whatever.. better call home again..

can't believe its been a year.. so what have i been doing.. being in the uk for a year is good enough for me.. i mean.. i'm not actually Uk material here.. can't even speak english that well(not that the other u.k students here are that good..) but seriously.. some of my friends back home can speak better anyday.. i'm lucky enough to be here as it is.. in fact i have to thank petet for that.. his dad told me about this stuff. me.? i was just looking for a free ride to study here after the SPM.. got my wish.. now its back home.. and off to sea. it's been fun.. but i guess there's just no place like home..

went to a 9094 blog just now.. out of curiosity after i read what eddie post at the site. the blog's quite fun to read.. then i notice that they put a link to every budak koleq there is.. sort of.. even me.. heh.. so.. i'm putting a link to their's as well.. check it out.. koleq9094.blogspot.com esp if you're a budak koleq.. there's always some news about the school, and certain time when they post something for old time sake, you'd just can't help but remember your own.. again.. f*ck off.. as i've said before.. it's not about obsession, its about being proud of being a part of something.. and you can never ignore memories esp when its of families(well.. next to my mom, dad and sis.. they are my bros...)

then again.. **sigh.. selamat hari raye.. maaf zahir batin. isn't too late i guess..

addicted

sweet.. yet bitter.
flawless... in a glance, but not as perfect..
its like the smell after the rain, but its completely dry..
**sighh..
so near... yet so impossible..
truth in a thousand lies..
plain white in a black box
and i hate black..
really...
wanting a sphere and getting an imcomplete circle
nevertheless...

i'm trying to express something here... and trying i am, so hard sampai aku pun x paham ape aku tulis...muhahhaha..(ye ke..?) jiwang..?? pegi mampus!hehe
**sighh toya nyer.... yop paham kot...(hehehe) had a chat with him last weekend. and lots of other old friends..:)) lama tak sembang.. lots of stuff came out.. too much come to think of it...f***.. dia citer kat ptt abis aku..muhahahaha abaikan.. tgh fuck up betul nih... oh yeah.. to 9600 pegila regist www.mckk9600.com. eddie baru buat.. chiow.