MCOBA RUGBY

4 colours of the rainbow... i wish :) without a doubt, cool.

isolation

After about 2 and a half months of holiday.. this has to be the longest time i’m spending at home… thus the boredom and this current update.. it usually consists of a week at home then off to cyberria for about 5 days just so I can catch up with the latest movies in the cinemas..… then another week at home only to come back to cyber for another 5 or 3 days maybe to top up my dvd or game collection… and it cycles on. But this time its been about 3 weeks at home.. and hopefully off back to my ship(well maybe 2 or 3 days in cyber first...)
ok....cyberria..what can i say. its always fun staying in a house full of friends.. at first it was because there were acai, shoul, al and riq… and olie’s a frequent comer as well.. later on rodeq join in.. so when 5 out of the 9 housemates are your brothers… buat muke bodo jela.. but then.. sub, fred and po… joe as well seems to share something that made me felt really comfortable being there.. and there was always the girl issue..huhuhuhu.. but that’s a different story and it’s about 6 months ago.scrap that…anyway..… not to mention that riq is ragamuffin’s main man.. and acai’s the current bassist.... so every now and then some groupies would come to the house just to get riq’s autograph or just to get laid.. then there’d also be some girls from acai’s fanclub… coming to the house topless and we all just drool in anxiety…so..of course I’d go there week after week after week… haha merapu je.. mana ade.. it’s a sanctuary for me. I’m always more comfortable when friends are around and they’re good friends.brothers even… but everybody need to move on..shoul’s graduating somewhere around May… and next in line are po and sab I think.. I guess life goes on..

but the part about the ragamuffin is true.. riq is one of raga’s main man. And acai is the current bassist. Ragamuffin’s one of the local indie band that seems to be growing really well. Every now and then I’d try and not missed out on any of their gig’s and from the look of things, I think they have their own fan-based group in MMU all the way to sri kembangan. You have to start somewhere and raga seems to established that well enough. they’re going slow and steady right now doing gig’s here and there, now and then… even got their pictures on the NST the other day… something that shows a good start as well. Anyway.. 3 of their current songs seem to be doing pretty well.. 2 for 11, lecithin 1200mg for the broken heart, monophonic for virgo.. yes the title’s that long. Riq dgn izhar buat.... ayat power.. huhu. in some occasions you can here people singing along when the songs played, during certain coincidence you can here hummings of the songs from people who looks bored and wished they could sing it… I think they’re short of a vocalist right now… with the tunes and words that’s been pouring out of riq’s and izhar’s notebook, a good vocal can catapult them anytime(I think..err..i hope..). the next muck or bloody mary, to the next butter or disagree… who knows.. anyway.. all the best for them…

i am actually bored right now..and the fun part of mumbling about like this is the lesser part of thinking about it.. and writing what crosses me for at least i know its coming from the heart. err.. gibberish again. better get some sleep..**

lost

Last week youppe and mateen came to terengganu.. I was out of idea as to where to take them.. out of desperation I even took them to the pasar payang.. just so that if people ask where they went they can always say pasar payang…. In the end we made a last minute plan of going to pulau kapas… I was never an outdoor person. I prefer the sound of my thx speaker and the soft touch of my xbox controller anytime compare to the striking heat that’d burn my skin and the unnecessary sweat of just walking around without a purpose(did I heard somebody shout get a life…!!??huhuhu....f*** off). Don’t get me wrong, I love sports.. now and then I’d join my friends for rugby, futsal or if I feel like it, a jog around my kampung or the beach even… but a picnic or the thought of spending the night in the jungle or an island.. I love doing it in high school, but as time goes by, and as these beard gets longer, I just think it’s a waste of time. But when mateen and youppe came, I just had to go… I’m guilty enough as it is for being a piss poor host(hey,,not my fault..terengganu maaa..)
Anyway… the daytrip to pulau kapas was.. how should I say.. hmm.. satisfying? No..thats not it… complete? Still don’t fit it… its way more than my small book of vocab can express.. it was something that a baby might feel when they first walk, a feeling that you get when you first ride your bike without the two small wheel sticking out… the feeling of winning your first rugby match... if I had my first sex I’d say it’s like making love for the first time…(I think that’s the feeling you should get).. it’s one of those feeling that just make you coming back for more…. Seriously, it a fucking great feeling… I will always be thankful at youppe and mateen for making me go there.. it seriously open up a new genre of fun for me…



so now.. I’m opening up my invitation to any of my friends who wants to go to any of the island in trg.. just so I can follow them and go to an island.. again and again and again.. can’t wait for my next holiday. Youppe put up some picture in his blog..though you should ignore the stretch part of his blog…heh.

There’s this one song from goo goo dolls that’s been playing in my mind..

I wish for things that I don't need
All I wanted
And what I chase won't set me free
It's all I wanted
And I get scared but I'm not crawling on my knees

Oh yeah everything's all wrong yeah
Everything's all wrong yeah

It keeps popping up in my head… well lots of stuff been popping up in my head recently.. it started with a lousy lazy afternoon in cyber when I decided to follow shoul and his girlfriend nad to alamanda… from a lazy afternoon it turned to some cross over between james blunt you’re beautiful and lifehouse’s you & me(haha..yeahh..right.. I wish.…) but then that’s just me… what I hope to be something from howie day’s collide was just a daze… well at least I tried… though not hard enough as youppe would say.. haha.. i think its something in the line of not knowing someone enough to start mumbling about it(whatever that means..).For now I’d just let plain coincidence lead the way… and that one goo goo doll song banging my head.**sigh.. where is my f***ing songbird...?

Oh yeah.. here’s a good one…

"The minute I heard my first love story
I started looking for you, not knowing how blind that was.
Lovers don't finally meet somewhere.
They're in each other all along." – Jelaluddin Rumi

Man I’m fucked tonight… anyway, got that from the storyteller’s blog..yasmin ahmad herself… a bloody good blog.. as good as her advertisements and movies. Haven’t watch gubra, but sepet was something that I think will change the Malaysian film industry for the next few years(ignoring one or two rubbish that’d pop up during raya….).i’m no movie enthusiast or critics, I just love watching them… so it’s either good or bad.. did I felt it,or didn’t I? and for sepet I did feel it… so I think its good, and I won’t mind watching it again and again and again..heh. Can’t wait for gubra… hopefully nx week I’d still be in time for another week in cyberria wasted at the nearest cinemas.… for now.. just let the dice roll :) and coincidence take its toll.

reinventing

a start of something new....?

its 440am in cyber.. ac milan just beat lyon 3-1, don't really care actually(terbace result kat pc acai).. thing is, i can't sleep... either its bacause of this @#^$#$!! cough that i've been having for the past week, or because of the limited beds available to sleep.. or is there something else..hmm... maybe not..hopefully not! anyway, the other day i went and watch lucky no slevin and inside man at the cinema. kinda cool... one of those pulp fiction sort of story telling... bolela layan.. tak rugi. though it made me wonder what was the last movie i went to watch that made me felt really 'rugi'.... watching this one malay film did made me regret for life that i've ever spend rm8 on a movie(tobat tak tgk citer melayu kat wayang lagik..)and red eye wasn't really all worth it as well... so whats really worth paying my 10 bucks(11 even.) anyway?.... all those animations and comic book adaptation that keeps popping up are not that bad(spidey and xmen is wayy worth it)...now and then when there's a good novel turn movie(tom clancy's and john grisham's especially..) show's up you won't mind wasting that extra rm10 as well... cause you know it'll be good.those long hours of lotr and star wars as well was worth it.but i gusss we have to thank thx and special effects for all of that... i guess paying 10 bucks for good special effects is always worth it, even if the movie sucks(well almost...)... why am i mumbling on and about this anyway...? oh yeah.., i can't sleep.
anyway, superman's new movie is coming up. so's x-men 3... then there's pirate of the carribean2.. mi:3 as well.the list goes on for the summer...which by that time i'll be onboard one of the puteri ships(tsk..tsk..) pls let there'll be a rerun around september...**sigh..
hmm.. dah dekat suku botol ubat batuk minum nih...still coughing and not sleeping... maybe i should try closing my eyes..hmm..
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