osmosis jones...

as i'm writing this, my hands are freezing cold and i have 2 layers of shirt and a sweater wrap around me. its just been what..9 days and i'm sick as hell right now. maybe its the cold.. maybe its the nutrition, maybe its the orals.. who knows...its 5 in the morning, i haven't slept because of the evil genius(carikla game tuh..serius seronok) and the rice haven't cook yet.. though sleep is the most comfortable and god knows greatest option there is... i need to sahur... or i'll be starving to death the next day.. and if i ever let my eyes shut right now it'll be bukak posa for all i know. its autumn and the wind is blowing like its clearing out the whole town.... **sigh.. how miserable the weather could be. waaa the rice cooker just click...(lebey kurangla bunyi dia...) hihi makan..telan panadol, tidoooo... okeh.. see ya. selamat bukak posa.

ayam percik

haha.. 5 days already... and still going strong.. childdish..?? who gives a damn.. heh.. its a bit disappointing though fasting here.. there's not a malay community near here, so malaysian food is out.. and the galley's food, **sighh.. the western food was quite nice but eventually we got bored.. and as hard as they tried to make rice using any of the indian or malaysian cuisine.. it'll either go bad or there would be no taste... try cooking without putting any salt or chilli in there and you'll get my point... and all they left for us for sahur is cornflakes.. 20 years(well maybe 15..) of sahur, this is the first time i have to had cornflakes for sahur... luckily we have our all purpose rice cooker, which saved the day..hehe



anyway.. check this site out.. nakraya.blogpsot.com hihi.. a site we did for hari raye... poyo..?? again.. who gives a damn..heh..ishh posa2.. anyway..just leave a msg at the chatterbox if you go in there, the comment box is filled with ucapan raya....

to the limits & beyond... hehe

first day of ramadhan..heheehe.. my stomach's still full, thanks to amat and piang for not taking their sahur(dpt ayam lebey maa muhahahaha..) so i'm writing this now with a full and happy stomach, which i think will last for the next few hours...(jgn minit dah.. hihiihi-->gelak jahat) just did my electrical report actually, luckily its the same stuff as the report i did during my practicals onboard, so.. after a few cut paste, cut paste..goreng here goreng sana(shoul ajak borak pun x sempat nak layan..sorii ehh), i actually finish the report.... and while going through my list of files and folders, i found this picture here.. one of the few pics i took when i was onboard puteri intan.... so.. just thought i'd share it... it really looks great.. i admire the person taking the picture most though... really got skill..hehehe. **sigh.. just killing time here actually... tido karang tak bgn sampai tgh hari nih. .. anyway.. selamat puasa la.



But right now Everything you want is wrong,
And right now All your dreams are waking up,
And right now wish I could follow you...
To the shores Of freedom,
Where no one lives.

-honey & the moon , joseph arthur (americ. wedding ost)

lagu best la.. bkn jiwang. nak suruh korang dgr.. hehehe

squashed

everybody's been cranky this past few days.. heard people shout, some argued and i even saw some bad remarks on the msger... everybody's having this big burden on their head... squashing, putting pressure... every car on the road giving out smoke or any oil seen spilling reminds us of MARPOL(marine pollution) and any construction site passed or work being done reminds us of COSWP(code of safeworking practice)... well maybe this is exaggerating, but i'm just saying that us here are reaching our pinnacle, in two weeks time we'll be finishing our HND(insyaallah..) and next month it'll be our oral for our certificate of compentancy.. the licence we need to go on board... without this we won't be going sailing, and no sailing.. no job.. thus no money.. and no money.. tak kawinla.. muhahaha(did i even say that.. f*ck....) but anyway, hopefully everything will be fine and everybody will pass this oral with the first try... as cool as everybody tried to be(abg cheng pun tgh jadik cool...heh) its quite clear though that everybody's worried(except daniel...celakak ciner..) and with the slightest stupid joke thrown at, anybody is at a potential of exploding... luckily for me i kept my stomach full. i don't really know why i'm writting this, maybe bacause i suddenly felt like it.. and at least anybody who doesn't understand anything would wake up and realise that everyone's feeling the same thing... everyone's being pressed and compressed... you're not the only one getting the hogging and sagging...(too much naval arch..muhahaha)*sigh... anyway.. doa2kanla kitorang ekk.. muhahaahhaha.

stuck

petaling street

movies are great.. from soul searching to wasting time.. it really is fun. and for me its the best way of enjoying myself.. less sin too.. heh. seriously, movies taught me a lot.. from history whenever i watch something as heavy as schneider's list to jfk till black hawk down up till troy. even some politics when i watch any of tom clancy`s stuff...improving my vocab everytime a word came out and i don't know sh*t about what he's saying... putting physics and a bit of engineering theory everytime i watch something that has a mechanical parts or everytime they put stuff to little details that make it look good, even learning some new theory(but only trust a spielberg film though, or anything that came from a true story)... and not realising that putting a serious and calm look is much more effective at solving problems until i watch godfather,pulp fiction etc.... or even taking notes at some dorky pickup lines and even learn to try and be a gentleman when i watch as good as it gets or any of the hundreds of romantic comedy's out there(f*ck..).. up till fulfilling my needs when i'm bored and in need of action thanks to a bruckheimer movies or any of the epic or comic stuff out there... and when i want to look say gempak la konon.. i just watch any of the old stuff like clockwork orange, 7 samurai, dirty dozen, great escape etc... seriously... movies are fun... and cheap too(support pirate..??hehehe), nahh.. go to a cinema la... bigger screen, perfect sound..err crap subtitles.. hehe.
but anyway... speaking of movies, i was really, really bored last night... no movies to rent( or is it no money to rent movies..?? whatever.) head all f*cked by fourth class notes for our oral exams...but anyway... in the end, i end up watching malcolm X.. a movie i bought in january(really wanted to know what the fuss is about), and haven't touch since, cause i was afraid i'd end up watching this on my own till the end(so i thought...), and forgotten about it ever since, till last night that is. and the verdict..?? undecided... why? cause i'm no film critics, watching movies doesn't make me an expert.hehh. but in a way, its about malcolm X, so expect the sort of struggle story that'll excites you, but not the way gladiator, lotr or braveheart did, but in a way that you'd wish you can do the stuff that he did. and bit by bits you'll learned a little bit about history... not that its that good learning other people's history when its hard enough getting a C for your own history, but at least when you read an article and the name malcolm X appears you'd actually go 'oooohh..thats why..' something like that(konon2 taula..). i can't say its good cause it depends on the liking of other's as well, but i can say this, nobody slept watching it, everyone look interested. and i'm writing about it in my blog(takde benda nak tulis s'narnyeh. :p)..

Hope dangles on a string
like slow-spinning redemption
winding in and winding out
the shine of it has caught my eye
and roped me in
so mesmerizing so hypnitiizing...

-vindicated, dashboard confessionals

jiwang siot.... muahahhaha.. pegi mampus.