haha.... got bored... i was reading back what i wrote in this place.. the only stuff worth reading was about the spidey movie.. i guess. anyway. couldn't believe it's been about a month since i last wrote something.. and the one i did before this.. erghh utter crap.. what was i thinking when i wrote that.. not that the ones before that are not as crap.. just that it has some sense in them, rather than the last one i did..

anyway.. to sum it all up.. raya passed.. celebrated it in middlesbrough.. cho had a friend.. and he insist that we follow him.. luckily his friend was a girl.. more like an akak actually..so there was lots of good food... rendang, ketupat, lemang, nasi minyak, soto..etc.. the only thing thats missing was satay..**sigh... anyway.. 3 days after that i went for my orals... there was a great drop of light bestowed upon me as i walk out of the MCA(marine coastguard agency) building that day. alhamdulillah..i'm now a junior engineer. hehe..

oh, the picture is at cho's friend's while the other one was during our own small get together.. just us 20 guys.. yup.. for the sake of raya..

mckk9600.com is going well.. had a few glitches and eddie was busy when it first came online.. now looks as though he's going all out.. oh, along with faqroul, yam, mache..the mods i mean.. and the rest of the guys seems to be helping along the way as well.. looks quite good though now.. check it out.. http://www.mckk9600.com/

now i'm all f*cked up... my flight's maybe on the 10th, so i heard.. the college's helping out with the tickets.. we'll get the confirmation this monday... any date will do for me.. haven't even bought a thing for my family.. mann.. my sister asked for a bag.. wtf..?? not that i don't wanna get her one.. but i'm really bad at this sort of thing.. if she asked for s'thing like.. an mp3 player.. digicam.. besst yet.. a movie.. then i'd know which place to dig.. a bag..??? esp for a 16 year old girl... aww.. is it something like a hello kitty stuff or a more skate sort of bag.. i'm f*ck up beyond all recognition.. whatever.. better call home again..

can't believe its been a year.. so what have i been doing.. being in the uk for a year is good enough for me.. i mean.. i'm not actually Uk material here.. can't even speak english that well(not that the other u.k students here are that good..) but seriously.. some of my friends back home can speak better anyday.. i'm lucky enough to be here as it is.. in fact i have to thank petet for that.. his dad told me about this stuff. me.? i was just looking for a free ride to study here after the SPM.. got my wish.. now its back home.. and off to sea. it's been fun.. but i guess there's just no place like home..

went to a 9094 blog just now.. out of curiosity after i read what eddie post at the site. the blog's quite fun to read.. then i notice that they put a link to every budak koleq there is.. sort of.. even me.. heh.. so.. i'm putting a link to their's as well.. check it out.. koleq9094.blogspot.com esp if you're a budak koleq.. there's always some news about the school, and certain time when they post something for old time sake, you'd just can't help but remember your own.. again.. f*ck off.. as i've said before.. it's not about obsession, its about being proud of being a part of something.. and you can never ignore memories esp when its of families(well.. next to my mom, dad and sis.. they are my bros...)

then again.. **sigh.. selamat hari raye.. maaf zahir batin. isn't too late i guess..

addicted

sweet.. yet bitter.
flawless... in a glance, but not as perfect..
its like the smell after the rain, but its completely dry..
**sighh..
so near... yet so impossible..
truth in a thousand lies..
plain white in a black box
and i hate black..
really...
wanting a sphere and getting an imcomplete circle
nevertheless...

i'm trying to express something here... and trying i am, so hard sampai aku pun x paham ape aku tulis...muhahhaha..(ye ke..?) jiwang..?? pegi mampus!hehe
**sighh toya nyer.... yop paham kot...(hehehe) had a chat with him last weekend. and lots of other old friends..:)) lama tak sembang.. lots of stuff came out.. too much come to think of it...f***.. dia citer kat ptt abis aku..muhahahaha abaikan.. tgh fuck up betul nih... oh yeah.. to 9600 pegila regist www.mckk9600.com. eddie baru buat.. chiow.

osmosis jones...

as i'm writing this, my hands are freezing cold and i have 2 layers of shirt and a sweater wrap around me. its just been what..9 days and i'm sick as hell right now. maybe its the cold.. maybe its the nutrition, maybe its the orals.. who knows...its 5 in the morning, i haven't slept because of the evil genius(carikla game tuh..serius seronok) and the rice haven't cook yet.. though sleep is the most comfortable and god knows greatest option there is... i need to sahur... or i'll be starving to death the next day.. and if i ever let my eyes shut right now it'll be bukak posa for all i know. its autumn and the wind is blowing like its clearing out the whole town.... **sigh.. how miserable the weather could be. waaa the rice cooker just click...(lebey kurangla bunyi dia...) hihi makan..telan panadol, tidoooo... okeh.. see ya. selamat bukak posa.

ayam percik

haha.. 5 days already... and still going strong.. childdish..?? who gives a damn.. heh.. its a bit disappointing though fasting here.. there's not a malay community near here, so malaysian food is out.. and the galley's food, **sighh.. the western food was quite nice but eventually we got bored.. and as hard as they tried to make rice using any of the indian or malaysian cuisine.. it'll either go bad or there would be no taste... try cooking without putting any salt or chilli in there and you'll get my point... and all they left for us for sahur is cornflakes.. 20 years(well maybe 15..) of sahur, this is the first time i have to had cornflakes for sahur... luckily we have our all purpose rice cooker, which saved the day..hehe



anyway.. check this site out.. nakraya.blogpsot.com hihi.. a site we did for hari raye... poyo..?? again.. who gives a damn..heh..ishh posa2.. anyway..just leave a msg at the chatterbox if you go in there, the comment box is filled with ucapan raya....

to the limits & beyond... hehe

first day of ramadhan..heheehe.. my stomach's still full, thanks to amat and piang for not taking their sahur(dpt ayam lebey maa muhahahaha..) so i'm writing this now with a full and happy stomach, which i think will last for the next few hours...(jgn minit dah.. hihiihi-->gelak jahat) just did my electrical report actually, luckily its the same stuff as the report i did during my practicals onboard, so.. after a few cut paste, cut paste..goreng here goreng sana(shoul ajak borak pun x sempat nak layan..sorii ehh), i actually finish the report.... and while going through my list of files and folders, i found this picture here.. one of the few pics i took when i was onboard puteri intan.... so.. just thought i'd share it... it really looks great.. i admire the person taking the picture most though... really got skill..hehehe. **sigh.. just killing time here actually... tido karang tak bgn sampai tgh hari nih. .. anyway.. selamat puasa la.



But right now Everything you want is wrong,
And right now All your dreams are waking up,
And right now wish I could follow you...
To the shores Of freedom,
Where no one lives.

-honey & the moon , joseph arthur (americ. wedding ost)

lagu best la.. bkn jiwang. nak suruh korang dgr.. hehehe

squashed

everybody's been cranky this past few days.. heard people shout, some argued and i even saw some bad remarks on the msger... everybody's having this big burden on their head... squashing, putting pressure... every car on the road giving out smoke or any oil seen spilling reminds us of MARPOL(marine pollution) and any construction site passed or work being done reminds us of COSWP(code of safeworking practice)... well maybe this is exaggerating, but i'm just saying that us here are reaching our pinnacle, in two weeks time we'll be finishing our HND(insyaallah..) and next month it'll be our oral for our certificate of compentancy.. the licence we need to go on board... without this we won't be going sailing, and no sailing.. no job.. thus no money.. and no money.. tak kawinla.. muhahaha(did i even say that.. f*ck....) but anyway, hopefully everything will be fine and everybody will pass this oral with the first try... as cool as everybody tried to be(abg cheng pun tgh jadik cool...heh) its quite clear though that everybody's worried(except daniel...celakak ciner..) and with the slightest stupid joke thrown at, anybody is at a potential of exploding... luckily for me i kept my stomach full. i don't really know why i'm writting this, maybe bacause i suddenly felt like it.. and at least anybody who doesn't understand anything would wake up and realise that everyone's feeling the same thing... everyone's being pressed and compressed... you're not the only one getting the hogging and sagging...(too much naval arch..muhahaha)*sigh... anyway.. doa2kanla kitorang ekk.. muhahaahhaha.

stuck

petaling street

movies are great.. from soul searching to wasting time.. it really is fun. and for me its the best way of enjoying myself.. less sin too.. heh. seriously, movies taught me a lot.. from history whenever i watch something as heavy as schneider's list to jfk till black hawk down up till troy. even some politics when i watch any of tom clancy`s stuff...improving my vocab everytime a word came out and i don't know sh*t about what he's saying... putting physics and a bit of engineering theory everytime i watch something that has a mechanical parts or everytime they put stuff to little details that make it look good, even learning some new theory(but only trust a spielberg film though, or anything that came from a true story)... and not realising that putting a serious and calm look is much more effective at solving problems until i watch godfather,pulp fiction etc.... or even taking notes at some dorky pickup lines and even learn to try and be a gentleman when i watch as good as it gets or any of the hundreds of romantic comedy's out there(f*ck..).. up till fulfilling my needs when i'm bored and in need of action thanks to a bruckheimer movies or any of the epic or comic stuff out there... and when i want to look say gempak la konon.. i just watch any of the old stuff like clockwork orange, 7 samurai, dirty dozen, great escape etc... seriously... movies are fun... and cheap too(support pirate..??hehehe), nahh.. go to a cinema la... bigger screen, perfect sound..err crap subtitles.. hehe.
but anyway... speaking of movies, i was really, really bored last night... no movies to rent( or is it no money to rent movies..?? whatever.) head all f*cked by fourth class notes for our oral exams...but anyway... in the end, i end up watching malcolm X.. a movie i bought in january(really wanted to know what the fuss is about), and haven't touch since, cause i was afraid i'd end up watching this on my own till the end(so i thought...), and forgotten about it ever since, till last night that is. and the verdict..?? undecided... why? cause i'm no film critics, watching movies doesn't make me an expert.hehh. but in a way, its about malcolm X, so expect the sort of struggle story that'll excites you, but not the way gladiator, lotr or braveheart did, but in a way that you'd wish you can do the stuff that he did. and bit by bits you'll learned a little bit about history... not that its that good learning other people's history when its hard enough getting a C for your own history, but at least when you read an article and the name malcolm X appears you'd actually go 'oooohh..thats why..' something like that(konon2 taula..). i can't say its good cause it depends on the liking of other's as well, but i can say this, nobody slept watching it, everyone look interested. and i'm writing about it in my blog(takde benda nak tulis s'narnyeh. :p)..

Hope dangles on a string
like slow-spinning redemption
winding in and winding out
the shine of it has caught my eye
and roped me in
so mesmerizing so hypnitiizing...

-vindicated, dashboard confessionals

jiwang siot.... muahahhaha.. pegi mampus.

somebody's dream..hihi

'Engineers strain really really hard to understand their work. You can believe that they will try really really hard to understand women too, just like how they understand their work, once they believe that you are the one. So even if they don't understand you initially, they will keep on trying. Even if they still do not understand, they will figure out the correct method to keep you happy (e.g. buy diamond ring = 1 week's worth of happiness.) And once they find out the secret formula, they will just keep on repeating it so that the desired results appear. Unlike the Lawyer who will argue with you, the Management graduate who will try to control your spending, the Arts graduate who will 'change major', and the medical school graduate.......' this is some good stuff... theres more.. just check out piang's site.. wish i could just paste it here.. but it doesn't seem right to be taking other people's stuff and stick it in. but please check it out..(esp the ladies...hihihi).. please do... and err.. no disrespect to the other courses... its just some prank that some engineering guy did..still good stuff though...a fact, in fact..hehe.
so finally.. its all done.. got my pc running.. did a 3dmark2003, got a 6500.. not sure if thats good.. still its great fun playing doom3 at ultra high and actually seeing the face of the imps in far cry.. heh.. haven't actually overclock the stuff though..should i..??hmm.. maybe not.
i wish i could write more.. but whats the use.. if its one thing i've learned, its to shut up when you have nothing to say... so i'm just gonna shut the fuck up. see ya.

mengelamun.. hehe..

kabus ribut.. heheh.. a friend just download it from the net.. seriously good song. and exceptionally superb clip. just look it up at the net...butterworld ade kot.(er.. ke mmg dah famous kat malaysia...?? pape je la..aku mmg ketinggalan..hehe) but anyway.. i don't really know about artistic shit or anything.. but seriously, butterfingers do make some of the best words for a song... remember ME..?? heh.. i esp like SILK.. (there were times where i used to quote their lyrics in every letter or cards i wrote... fcking h**l...hey..i was 15!!)and they really know their tune.. (chemistry.. chrome..vio-pipe..weird..?? got the idea..??) not that the other malaysian bands are not good.. don't get me wrong... i love listening to Lo..intoxicated..nice stupid playground or even OAG, but butter is top in the list...but anyway.. just saying.. listen to them.. feel them.. and once its out, go to a store and buy 'em... heh.. kabus ribut.. f*ck.. even the title sounds cool.

making babies...

so.. whats with the picture..??? nahh.. nothing special.. tgh bosan nih.. memain komputer org(gaya tak malu).... hehehe. anyway.. those guys are my classmates here.. not all but.. err 10(inc me) out of the 20. the one with the yellow shirt is piang(tuan punyer komputer..hehe) and the guy with the big grin wearing spectacles(not goggles) is tawil...( just mentioning those guy cause they have a link from my site). oh, one more guy.. ajoey. budak depan piang. anyway.. apsal.. aku taip nih...?? oh.. just got bored... waiting for an item to end at ebay... though its great fun shopping(err.. bidding, playing..hehe) there.... there are some f*ckers who doesn't know how to appreciate good businees.. i've done about 60 buys there,.. and its great.. esp when you're loking for good computer stuff... or any old rare items.. but right now i'm still waiting for my athlon processor, waiting and not hearing a word..(f*&%ers...) sorry for the harsh words.. but i'm really pissed off... so right now i'm bidding on another one.. and hopefully this'll go well... and by wednesday all my stuff will be up and running...(the almost perfect shuttle..) hopefully...*sigh...

weh.. check out mache's site.. there's a link to an anti bush song.. nofx nyanyi... ingat nak letak gak. tapi unfairla.. nak usha pegi blog mache la...
i was reading the latest issue of pczone the other day.. (best mag for pcgamers).. tust me.... anyway, one of the columnist wrote.. it's like having babies.. once you start, you can't stop... heh.. yeah right.. anyway, he was answering to somebody who's asking for tips on how to make a powerful budget pc... i guess its true(but i never had babies before, mind you.. :p ).. thats why i'm stuck right now with no pc... trying to make my 2nd baby(sold the 1st one, after lots of fiddling,.. amateur...some prob say.. yeah2.. f*%k off.)... even got cheated in the process(f*&%^&ers..).. *sigh.. anyway.. pray that it'll be a healthy one..(boy i hope..hehe) . what am i bullsh*&ing... okla.. chiow la.. assalamualaikum<-----ade org sound nih..hihihi.

'WELCOME BACK MARINE...' -err..doom3.hihihi

wow.. i'm actually writing here... well, got bored actually.... and i'm still on a rented pc..my fren's i mean. so by not having a pc, i'm actually updating my blog.. is that good? of course notla... playing games is much fun... ask kunk(the guru).. but its still a way of entertaining myself.

so.. why did i actually open this in the first place... oh yeah, marine engineering. thats what i'm doing here. anyway.. just wanna promo this site to my counterpart friends. just check this out:marine engineering.
got that from a friend myself.. who got that from a friend in ALAM i think... budak EC13 kot. for any of my juniors.. if there is any... that site can complete your NVQ portfolio in a day... well.. give 2 or 3.. its quite big. seriously... its a shame i didn't got that before i went to sea. but it explains all the basics and gives out the main point needed to complete your task. but read it la.. don't just cut and paste.. kasik paham. and for those who will be doing their 4th class oral.me and my friends... dgn budak EC15(where are you guyss...??)... these might actually help.
so thats it.. hmm.. anything else..? i think not.. oh, did i mention class just started... about 2 weeks ago... and its good to see people again(and girls..hihiihi).. winterbottom hall is full.. which is good.. kinda bored when its all quiet around here. and luckily there's around 6 girls at the hall this term rather than last term's 4...(wow...) hey... what can i say.. not all girls wanna go into marine... and some stayed outside. and they all look niceee(muke jahat skitt..) nahh... just messing around. hmm.. dahla.. merapu dah ni... see ya.

***pure silence...***

hihi... this blog getting bore by the day. as always, not much to tell... what can i do... though last week i did feel a bit of guilt running thru me... why? guilty for not calling maybe..? sorryla wei... the thought crossed my mind, tapi tula... as i've said to mache... phone karang mcm stamping a big'hey everyone..i'm in u.k' for myself on everybody's head.. rase cam publisiti la plak... then che said that everyone'd understand..we are all grown ups. yeah, i guess we are... i guess i was giving away the ego side of me... or is it more of a self cautious thing. whatever...main thing is.. sorry la weii.. aku nak call time bbq tuh...dgr piang call darik jepun.. mmg nyesal gakla tak contact. imagine mache, youppe, ptt under one roof again... doing the regular jokes.. wish i was there...wish i'd called. hah... well.. let it be.. (yeah .. right..)
for those who's sayin 'what the %$£*" he's talking about... ', i'm talking about the bbq my batch had(check out mache's site for news).. well, some friends from oversea called, and i didn't... which i don't think anybody realy bothered... but still,... i do..!! so thats the story.. anyway.. fuck it!
so whats next on the menu... weekend nih nak gi tgk bourne supremacy and hellboy(waited 3 months for that to arrive here..).. the later one is the more anticipated.. wondering what mike mignola's work gonna look on screen... hope it'll be as good as spidey and x-men... and daredevil perhaps, but i wouldn't give that too much credit(but hopefully not as horrible as hulk) maybe i'll talk about that on the nx posting(will i...?).. if i can get my new pc up and running... making my (almost)dream machine... using a radeon 9800xt with an athlon xp3200 and 1gig pc3200 twinmoss ram with 2.5ct. my dream machine would be a x800 with a amd64 3200 and 1gig of pc3500 OCZ ram... but dream on.... (ape gelak2 kunk..??)
hmm.. who's Lovergal??? sape buat prank nih... uihh kelaka nyeh.. weei.. takyahla buat camtuh sekalik kat aku. *sigh... am i that desperate...? hopefully not...(sekalik awek betul :o )
dahla tuh... takleh tulis lame2 pun.. pc org nih.. hehehe. i'll post some picture when my own pc is up and running again..(yeah. right...)...

somebody..help me!

I’m trying hard to write something in this blog.. but I can’t… i just don’t know what to write. A friend of mine told me to just write things that crosses my mind.Anything.. write stuff that I’ve been doing… well, I wish… but I don’t know whats been on my mind lately.. and as interesting as I wanna be, all I’ve been doing this past two weeks is fighting the orcs, the undead, elves and shooting monsters and imps in the likes of warcraft(both roc and ft), far cry and doom3 *sigh.. it does sound depressing. But in a way, it really is a great way to kill time… it’s the summer holiday, and here in southshields there’s nothing summer about it. Its like the tengkujuh in Malaysia. You get 2 days of sunshine and the other 5 it’ll be pouring rain. I wish I had enough money to go on a holiday.. but out of stupidity.. I’ve reached poverty *sigh..(a more depressing sound)..
But anyway..in my quest of fulfilling time, and through the wonders of yahoo msger… a friend gave me all this chics mail just to waste time… and what a waste it was.. I kept coming out with the wrong words at the wrong time if not a word at all…. And end up with the last words of gtg.. which really means.. f*ck off don’t bother me anymore.. somebody..teach me something. Kena berguru dgn petet la… gotta get rid of this big L on my forehead.. *sighhh(a bigger longer depressing sound). That’ll be the first and the last I ever tried messing around with the msger i guess(will it...?hmm).
So whats next..? there’s still thief:deadly shadows that I have to finish.. not to mention C&C:general.. so getting to kunk mode is not an option... hihi.and there’s about 5 assignments in line that need to be handed in by the first week of next term… but that could wait.. muhaahahaha.
Anyway.. I give up. Again, I’m out of stuff to tell or even words to write.. oh.. BTW if you’re a 9600 there’s a bbq reunion at MMU cyber on the 30st of August.. merdeka!(I wish..) just call acai at 0122286962 for more info(i think the no right)... wish i could join in. good luck though. and i got some pictures here at the bottom... seeing as how people will only come in when there's pictures to look.. rather than just words to read(who'd blame them..).... the pics were taken earlier this year during the cold winter and during our easter holiday.. well, enjoy. just click on it to get a better view.

for honour..?

like mache wrote in his latest posting... 'sedih ade hepi ade sumelah ade. then i realized how much i missed koleq... aku nih dilanda bermacam-macam perasaan time tengok gambar tuh.... aku teringat balik zaman aku main ragbi, makan order, lelepak ngan member...' hah.. everybody felt the same i guess, no matter how much they try to deny it. mache wrote those after he went to air's blog, looking at all those pictures in koleq... yup.. nobody wanna live in the past. but when you've bled, sweat and cried so much for something.. it'll always be there. i took this picture from that blog(thanks air!).... have you ever wondered how amazing that was..?



some may say that we're obsessed.. that we should wake up and smell the coffee. life's not about the past, not about your old school.. but f*ck 'em. i'm not obsessed but i'm proud, i'm not asleep.. i'm awake.. i was awaken long ago when i realised that i'm from this place. a place that i'll always wanna be a part of... and if i'm not awake, if i don't do something with my life... i'd never dare call myself a budak koleq. its what drives me. f*ck it.... i'm all out of words. anyway.. there's the chater box at the side.. just chat awayyy. heh.

 


Allop.. got a picture of a rose here… (jiwang siott…yeah.. yeah.... f*ck off) but anyway… before I came here I’ve seen roses..fake ones.. small red ones they sell at the errr.. florist..? whateverla. but one day early summer.. I was going to southshields and I saw all these rose bush by the road.. and f***.. are they big.. serious… big ones.. and do they bloom.. now I know what they mean by england’s rose.. I mean I know its like their official flower... but I never expect it to be so… so perfect..heh.. hmm.. or maybe I'’m just a sucker that never knew there are roses like this in Malaysia.. but still, come on.. they grow it next to the road like it was the.. err.. bunga kertas for us(something like that). I’m just saying it’s beautiful, that’s all… !)(by the way.. pics courtesy of kiau.. could have take one myself.. but come on la.. gile ke nak amik gamba bunga…. Malula.. heh..)

web crawling

spiderman.. it was 92 i think.. and i was messing around my brother's full galore collection
of comic books. justice league of america.. legends of the dark knight.. x-men.. etc.. but it
was spiderman that caught the eye...(actually it was every comic in the shelve, but i wanna
talk about spidey, so just to make it more dramatic.:) anyway, that issue was drawn by
todd mcfarlane, one of the great artist of today.. and it was spectacular.. and the story
was great. it wasn't just about the superpowers. it was about, it was.. it was just like the movies..
mcfarlane drew a few episodes, then a few other artists took over...last i read was in 96,(masuk koleq maa..)but the main thing is, what we read.. what we ever imagine when we read the stuff, is what we got when we.. well when i watch the movie.the thing is.. sam raimi did a job too amazing that i felt guilty not saying something about the movie.the way spidey's costume is torn, the way some scenes were taken, the diolog...all resembles some part from
the comic book which just brings memory.. what am i so excited about..? well, i just watch spidey 2 and never has a child's dream be happier as this one did(actually watching nightcrawler in the intro of X2 did made me happy as well, nevertheless..)every dialog, scene.. reminds me of a spidey issue or pin up that i've crossed. even the way kirsten dunst
said 'go get 'em tiger' is what i've always imagined mary jane would said it if she was real... the way aunt may hold the free toaster advertisement resembles exactly how it was drawn in the comic book...which really was amazing..a friend told me that the 2nd movie starts off too slow and the action was a bit too late in the movie... well, everyone's with their own opinion, but for me.. that was the perfect movie..the storyline was magnificent..
if you heard that the 1st one hour was a bit too slow(cause you just wanna see the action... F*&%$£.. come on man..!go watch spawn la(pls don't, i'm kidding)..)then just have a bit of patience and wait till he's kicking some ass, it'll cover that whole 1st one hour.. really.. it was that good..f*cking hell.. sure bosan korang bace nih...muhahahaha.. anyway..i'm just making a point.. its a fantastic movie.. go watch it if you haven't...and watch it again if you have.. cause i'm going. in fact.. tomorrow.. muhahahaha.. seronok maa citer dia.chiow.

backflash

this was last 3 weeks fire fighting course... something that we had to learn before going onboard..(fighting fire onboard and all that stuff)hmmm.. tak tau la nak tulis ape pasal nih.. exciting...exhausting...terrifying...etc. tapi tula.. felt like a real fire fighter. the course was really great.. turned a fool to somebody who knows fire, and fight 'em(yeah,right!)... sounds cool... but given a real fire.. i'd call the brigade anytime. heh..
 

the start of great things.

wow..
its been around 3 weeks since the last update... don't know why i should even bother. who's reading this anyway.. you can write all sort of stuff but it'll all end up a waste if nobody's listening. well.. maybe not actually. cause somebody's listening, if not anybody, it'll just be yourself.writing stuff thats playing in your mind.. from criticizing something as simple as a person to stuff about the end of the world. its all about speaking your mind.cause the mouth can't, or won't. sharing something with others.. if not yourself. what am i actually writing here.. i don't f**king know.. just boosting up i guess.. sort of like cheering myself up to get in the mood of doing this stuff.yeah.. i know.. i'm all fucked up.. full of creams but no beans. at least it'll be like milk, and teh tarik is always an option.. yeah ..whatever.. enjoy.

the blogger bot.

just discovered the bloggerbot. muhahaha talk about stuff for dummies... this stuff is fucking great.  

expect more pictures...muhahhahaa.this is exciting.

pergghh...

okeh.. 2nd entry... still confuse about this stuff, though i'm starting to get the hang of it.anyway... i'm still not finished. so lepak jela ekk.. :) i was playing with the fotopage.. how the fuck do i make a link to that place i don`t fucking know.. still looking about.. talk about dumb. anyway.. check it out...
my foto page

1st posting

okay che... first posting. mache`s the guy who told me about this stuff... if anybody is asking what th*&^%^$!£% i'm doing here. heh. so we just see how this stuff goes.